Little Shrimp!

So This is what we did on halloween night. We went trick or treating with my neices and nephew! It was so fun, it was getting me really excited. The little girl in the pink was supposed to be a butterfly, but her wings got left in her mom's car, that was at the shop getting fixed, everyone thought she was a shrimp, hilarious! She was such a trooper, she went to every door her sister did, it took her a lot longer to get to the door, but she did it. She also carried her heavy bucket the whole way and wouldn't let anyone help her, I was laughing so hard. The little boy in the elvis costume was the highlight of the night for me, he was a neighbor kid, and I am for sure going to steal that costume idea if I have a little boy, that was the cutest, he has red hair normally and they painted it black, and he loved to wear it. IT was a pretty fun night, freezing but funny as heck!

I can't believe I am puting this picture up, you don't have to comment if you want, because I know it is bad, but I wanted to show you how bad my hormones are right now, and how it is coming out of my skin. This is my face yesterday, no makeup of course, thank heavens for makeup, but it is so bad, I am the perfect candidate for the proactive commercials, it is sad. I really wish it would clear up soon, my doctor says as soon as my hormones go down a little it should, and the nausea should also go away, I wait patiently for that day!!! WORD TO THE WISE, DON'T BLOW THIS PICTURE UP, IT WILL MAKE YOU A LITTLE NAUTIOUS!!! I AM SERIOUS DON'T PLEASE FOR MY SAKE, I REALLY SHOULDN'T PUT IT UP. I really just wanted to show that I am not exagerating, and also to make all of you that think you have acne to feel better about it really. I'll tell you what, I will never complain again, that is for sure!

I FELT MY BABY MOVE YESTERDAY, IT WAS CRAZY, I WANT IT TO KEEP HAPPENING, IT IS VERY REASSURING!!!

Happy Halloween!!

Here Is a few pictures from a little halloween party/trick or treat party we had to do for work last night! I usually don't dress up for halloween, and I really didn't feel like it this year. I told the three girls that I work with if they wanted me to dress up, they had to be in charge of it. They decided to have me be a fairy, a dark fairy, it was kind of lame, I really just wore boots, and my normal clothes with some pretty funky makeup, but it was fun. I also had my mom come, she is a Geisha if you can't tell, pretty funny. She is going to wear that to work wednesday and try to win the $200 prize for best costume. These pics are not the best, but the lady in the devil costume is my instructor, and the cat is her daughter Penny, and the witch is her other daughter Nikki! They are very into halloween, that is only one out of 4 costumes that Penny will wear, it is hilarious!!! I am glad they made me get a little festive!

Nothing new....

Well I have nothing new to blog really. My internet has been out for 2 weeks at home, so I sneak a peek at work once in a while, but I am seriously slacking, sorry. I get to find out the sex of my baby in a week and a half, I am so freaking excited I can barely stand it! I think it is a boy, most people do, that probably means it is a girl. Either way, I don't care, I just want my body to get used to having this baby in there, to calm down, and feel better. I decided last night after washing my makeup off my face, which right now looks like a halloween mask, I have to wear so much to cover the acne I have, to take a picture of it. I am so nervous to post a picture, it is so bad, I know if I post it many people will see it and that is scary, I just have never seen anyone get prego and look like this, it is out of control. My hormones must be freaking out still, I still feel sick all the time and have the worst headaches, so I am guessing my hormones aren't calming down yet. What a baby I am huh, I swear the day I feel better I am going to be so happy, I am happy now, but to be honest it is kind of a front I am puting on, I feel like being a hermet, and am kind of depressed, I don't know what to do. Sorry once again to be such a downer, I will feel better soon I am sure.

My house is still a work in progress but looking so good, the entire upstairs is now pretty much painted, not the nursery, that will happen after I find out whether it is a boy or a girl. Rhett is working so hard, I love him, and appreciate him so much, I don't know what I would do without him.

As soon as the internet is up, I will post pictures of the house progress, acne, and whatever else I snap a pic of in the mean time! I wish I could see everyone in a way, but then I am embarrassed to, I really just want to keep to myself, but I miss all of ya, especially miss going to stg, it has been like 5 months, that is the longest it has been for me. Soon we will come though and we will have to do lunch!

MORE!!!!

Here are a few pictures of my hubbies hard work, he has painted all our ugly kithen cabinets to this and I love it, we love black what can I say. It is our favorite but he has done a great job, we still have some distressing to do, painting of the walls, and we need handles and knobs, also new countertops, that is all, not a lot right? It looks better than before, and our new appliances look so much better.There is a picture with the white ones that slipped in to the last collage on my hawaii post, oops. But you can tell how much better they look! There is a cool picture of me in there last night, haha, looking prego, and eating as usual. If I don't eat like every other minute I feel sick so yeah, there is definetely a baby in there, I will take a picture soon, it still just looks like I am getting fat to me, but I can't hold in my belly anymore so I guess I am poking out a little. I whipped out my pants that I called fat pants and stored in a bin for pregnancy one day yesterday, they don't fit real good or at all, what I am I going to do now?

Other good news, grose but good, I am seeing a lady that is giving me colon hydrotherapy, I bought three sessions, already done two, now I know I am not crazy, I never knew that it was possible to store that much in your stomach, grose I know, but finally I am feeling a little better in that department, and I am taking a product called oxy-powder, it hydrates the colon and is starting to help me, I can't wait until tuesday, last treatment, I may buy more though. It is not safe in your first or third trimester, but second is fine. It is good to get all the toxins out of your body, it feels amazing.

If you can go to ikea this week you should, we are buying a sectional for our basement and right now they are giving you a gift card with 20% of the total of your purchase. So we are so excited we will get like $225 back on a card, we can get our pillows, and also coffee tables, shower curtains towels, whatever for free. Then we will get another gift card with 20% of that purchase on it. How cool is that?

 

H A W A I I

Here they are finally, sorry it took me like a month. It was so beautiful, I may look miserable and like I hate it, but it was amazing there. Perfect temperature, water and everrthing. I at times wanted to kill all the roosters outside our bedroom window, they never stopped all day and night, but besides that it was amazing. That picture of Rhett at the rope swing is my favorite from the whole trip, we laughed everytime we looked at it, he looks like a little kid, or like he passed out, I love it.

 

 

 

 

I have it!!

I have the internet now, wow!!!! I don't have the hawaii pics on my computer yet, and my hubby took the camera with him, so I will try to do that tonight. I don't know why I am in a hurry, I look miserable in them, but I will post them!!

Here is my little journal entry for the day!!!

Is it normal to feel depressed every day when you are sick and prego? Not only do I wake up everyday feeling like I have the flu, I think that for 8 weeks straight I have felt this way, I am not going to lie, it is taking a toll on me and my emotional state. I want so bad to have like 5 minutes of my normal, active self back. I try everything but nothing works. I love that I am pregnant, but this is taking away from the specialness of it.

I feel like I am going through that weird awkward high school puberty phase. I am growing boobs for the first time, all my shirts that have stripes no longer are straight, the swirl over them, and words now stretch over them, very weird to me, I want my NO boobs back!! It may be exciting to get them if everything else was staying small, but it is not. I attempt to go walking, but for a person who is used to working out and running as much as I did it is not doing a darn thing, all my clothes are much to tight already for only being 13 weeks. I bet I way 200 lbs before I am done. I still can't go to the bathroom, I have maybe gone 5 times total in 2 months, and not a lot. Can I just say I look 5 months prego from that alone, it makes me sick, literally. But nothing is helping. That may seem like to much info, but you are getting an ear full today.

Last, what the heck is with my acne face, eeewww! I look like one of the spokespersons for proactive, the before photo's. Can I just say I have never felt this bad. What is wrong with me, I was like oh it wil be fun to be pregnant, get fat and get boobs, not that way at all, I am freaking out, but at the same time to sick to give two hoots about fixing it. Wow, sorry if this is to much info but you just have to get it out sometimes, and girls tend to understand better than boys you know!!!

On the other hand, our house is starting to come along, I will post some pics, it is slow but sure. I love my husband, he works so hard, and is doing so awesome, I can't begin to tell you how good it feels to just feel secure and to know everything will be ok, in all aspects of our lives. I am not as miserable as I may sound, truly, I love life.
And I love the Rain and cold weather, even though I drive 30 minutes to work everyday, and when snow comes I get really scared, I am ready for sweater and pant weather for sure!!! I loev my back yard, this is a pic of it, it is surrounded by trees and ivy, and I love it, I can't wait to work on it next year!

Hawaii was beautiful!!!

We are back, it was beautiful. I don't have the internet yet it sucks. We slept in our house for the first time last night.We are trying to put it all together, I am so worthless right now, I can't get feeling better. I am now puking a lot, oh well, it will be worth it I just keep telling myself that. It is not like me to let my house look the way it does. We had fun in Hawaii, looking at the pics it may look like I didn't but I really did. It was fun to be with Tara and Troy that much, I feel bad I was a party pooper a lot but we did do some really cool things. I will post pics and stuff soon with a more detailed blog of what we did. I hate not being able to check everyone's blogs and leave comments. Soon I will though!!!!