In case I missed ya....

Here is our little chrismas card, If I didn't send you one I am sorry, but MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!

Monday it is!!

LETS DO MONDAY AT 10:00, AT THE EGG AND I. WHERE IS IT BY THE WAY? I DON'T KNOW BUT I WILL BE THERE! IF ANYONE ELSE HAS A BETTER PLACE LET ME KNOW, WE ALL NEED TO FIT THAT IS ALL I KNOW! I AM EXCITED!

I love this season!

Well not a whole lot going on here, just getting ready for christmas. I love Christmas it has always been my favorite. I can't wait to have a kid and have the chance to see her enjoy christmas the way I once did! I love christmas still, but I don't get the butterflies and excitement the way I used to, and I can't wait to provide that for my kids! We are going to STG and I am so excited. This is by far the longest I have been away, and it is killing me. I haven't been there since I have been pregnant, we used to go at least once a month, it is weird! I miss it there, I get homesick in a way, even though I don't really have a home that I can go revisit, but it is the people and the area. Rhett's parents home really seems like my home now, I love it there! They are so welcoming and the most giving people, I am so lucky to be a part of their family. Christmas morning at their will be a lot of fun, and I will get to see my nieces and nephews open gifts, that makes is exciting! I also haven't seen my dad and family since june,I miss them and I am just so excited, I am sure some of you can relate!

I am feeling better pretty much, I still have a headache most the time, and my beautiful breakouts, but I'm getting over the nausea! I love to feel my baby move, she loves the sound of Rhett's voice and it is like she knows when he is around, she is so active when he is talking to or touching my belly, maybe it is not really him, but I think it is! I know he does too! We took some pictures last week in the snow, I thought we better do some, I really didn't want to though, but we got one that can work for a card I guess. I am getting bigger by the day, I do love that part. It is much better being pregnant when it shows. I can't explain why really, but it is fun to see your belly all big I think. I just hope it doesn't get to big and rip my skin, I have this phobia of my skin stretching so much that it rips. It really freaks me out big time. I lube up all the time, and just pray she doesn't get as big as I was, I don't know if I can bare a 9lb 4oz baby! My mom did it twice though and survived, I will be ok! I am sure if I get the stretch marks it will be worth everyone to have my sweet little baby! Merry christmas everyone, and hopefully I will get a chance to see some of my friends this trip!

B-day/Anniversary!!!

Holy crap it has been three years since Rhett and I got married! I can't believe it! Why is it when you are so happy and enjoying life it flies by? My life is amazing, and I am so lucky! I married the most amazing person in the world. I still cry just thinking about him, and how wonderful our life is together! He is so good to me, I can't imagine not having him to come home to everyday! I can talk to him about anything, and everything, he puts up with me which is definetely a challenge, and I know how much he loves me, I can feel it, and it is the best feeling. I had no idea that the person that I started out having a crush on at 13 would end up being the most amazing part of my life, my husband. I just wanted to say how much I love him, and appreciate him. He makes my life complete, and is my best friend. He is going to be the most amazing dad, I still can't believe that we are having a baby! I also need to give him a HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY shout out! I can't believe that either.

For our anniversary we used a gift certificate we had to stay at the Zermott Resort in Midway. It is really pretty and nice to get away for a while. The next morning we went shopping in park city all day, it is hard to try not to buy everything in sight for our baby. How do you just walk by the cutest things and not buy them? It is hard. Here are a few pics from our little trip I guess you can call it!! Not the best we took them all ourselves, I think we saw like one other person while we were there!





Thanksgiving was a lot of fun. It was really small this year, but so nice and not stressful. We had Tara and Troy, my mom, my aunt and uncle, and Rhett and I. It was fun to have it at our house, and the food was so good thanks so Tara and my mom. I really didn't do much of the cooking, just the drinks, but it was really good. It was fun to have Tara and Troy here, I hate that they live so far, I feel like it is far because I don't see her everyday, but it was nice to have them. I hope everyone had a great thanksgiving, and hopefully we can get down to stg for christmas. I really want to see everyone. Sorry it has been forever since I have posted or commented, we got a virus sent to our computer, and have had like 2 weeks of trying to get rid of it, what is with computers and internet? It is more hassle than it is worth sometimes you know!

Natural or Not?

I have become a total stress case, what the heck. I stress over everything, and can't make a decision to save my life. Now I am freaking out about the delivery, and what I want to do. I would love to do it naturally and feel what is happening, and also avoid the giant epidural needle, I also don't like feeling numb. But, on the other hand, why not use the pain meds that are there for us now. We take tylenol when we have a headache, and novacane when we get a filling, so what is the difference. I just don't want to be pushing and not know if I am doing any good or not. I also don't want it to be really stressful in the room, I don't want my baby whisked away, I would like to keep it with me for a while. I know some people say take advantage of the time in the hospital, rest and let the baby sleep in the nursery. I don't need more time though, I have had 23 almost 24 years, and about 10 months to really prepare, I am going to want her with me the whole time. So really this is to see what you all feel about this and your experiences. I would love to hear all of them, I know it is personal, but I love to get ideas, and hear stories.

I also want to know if naming a baby was as hard for everyone else as it is for me. I have always had my names picked out, and was so sure of myself. Now I seem to hate all names and am stressing out that it is so permanent. Help me calm down somebody!!!

I feel my baby move so much now, it is the most amazing feeling I have ever felt, I can't explain it, but I find myself kinda moving my stomach to hopefully get her moving, I just can't believe there is this little life growing inside of me!

Thank heaven for little....

GIRLS!!!!!! We both went silent for a while, shocked a little. But we couldn't be more happy. We are so happy she is healthy and good, she was so active and moving so much, it was crazy! I really can't believe this is all happening, it is so exciting! I will post more with pics of her cute little profile and what not later, I have to go finish making cupcakes for the big announcement!!!!

Kinda Pooching...

So the other night, we decided to take a few photos of my belly, since I haven't yet, I don't really love pics right now, these confirm my feelings, but anyway! I am kinda poking out a little and I feel the little fart move quite a bit now. At least once or twice everyday, best feeling in the world for sure. YES I AM WEARING MATERNITY JEANS, my other pants still go on, but I look like a stuffed sausage, and they are not as comfortabe as these, I may stick with these pants forever, I am pretty much a freak about tight clothing, drives me crazy! Anyway, sorry they aren't the greatest photo's I was tired obviously, and yeah prego, not the best combo, but who cares, what a fun thing to see my belly growing. I can eat and eat and if it pokes out oh well, that is what it is supposed to do, it is kinda nice!

I FIND OUT THE SEX OF MY LITTLE ONE TOMORROW, I CANNOT WAIT, I HAVE NEVER FELT SO IMPATIENT, THE LITTLE GUY OR GAL BETTER NOT HAVE THEIR LEGS CROSSED OR SOMETHING. I AM HOPING THEY FIND 2 TO BE HONEST!