Thinking

I know that I definitely want more kids, I am just not ready to yet. But some days I am. I wonder when all the thoughts will leave my mind about how bad I felt prego. I loved that I carried my baby for all that time, it is so neat and I can't wait to do that all over. Then I think about being sick and having like the worst acne in the world and I just think, nope not yet. When the heck will the time be right? It's not like if I wait maybe those things wont happen again, who knows, it is such a gamble. Will I be a good mom to Ever when I am sick and puking and wanting to lay around all day? Holy cow, my mind is racing and I just had to vent!
So this makes me sad, reason....... I don't believe it sometimes, I look at my belly now and have a hard time remembering that she was in there and I was stretched to the max. It's so amazing that our bodies do this, I just wish it knew it what was happening and didn't get confused I guess(by trying to make you puke it out).


I sure do crave this though. 5 days old, so new, so mine and so cuddly!!! Oh what to do?

4th stuff

Ever was out of control this night, she took that light thing and went and wacked a little girl in the head 30 seconds after we gave it to her, she didn't get to play anymore with that. Funny thing is there were thousands of people here, and the following night we went to a barbeque at one of Rhett's co workers house, the little girl she hit was there, what are the chances. It was a good thing though cause I got to apologize more I guess!

just having fun!

we try to do fun things with the kiddies, it's kinda hot though so swimming is about all that sounds fun outside!

most awesome cute dude around!

My cute new little niece, Rylie Ann, she is so tiny and darling!

My crazy little fart, loving her baby!

She was loving the music at the fireworks, dancing all night!


I wanted to post a few new things she does now at 15 months for my record so here they are!
1. She says no a lot, to much and I am working on stopping it
2. She says like most words you tell her to say
3. She is still not the best sleeper, great napper, not a good night baby, it's actually really bad sometimes
4. Has her first eye tooth and looks like the other 3 are coming, by the way she is acting lately I believe it. She has serious emotions lately, holy cow.
5. Doesn't love her toys, unless another kid wants them, then she wants them all
6. still wants to be outside all the time
7. hates her stroller, wants "out" all the time
8. poops in the tub to much, so grose, I hate when she does that
9. Sings all the time, dances hilarious still
10. Getting much softer with babies, still working on it, but getting better
11. She talks to people on the phone, says hello, what you doing! bye bye
12. knows 16 animal sounds
13. knows when she is in trouble and hugs me and kisses me
14. Looks in the mirror after she is all ready and says oh pretty
15. loves to find the bugs and step on them

15 months and wheeler farms

She is now fifteen months! I can't believe it once again that another month has gone by. Unfortunately she is very sick today, poor thing just puked on the floor, I hope it is just something she ate but we will see! She is getting so much attitude and personality, she is always on the go, and amazes me each day by being a little smarty pants! She sings and dances a lot, I love when she sings, it is so cute! She loves animals, now is scared and pretty much freaks out at bugs. She went to the bathroom on the little potty the other day, both 1 and 2! I was a proud mommy, hopefully we can get her trained soon. She is becoming kinda shy to strangers and and is not sure if she should be friendly anymore, only for a few minutes though! I freaking love her to death, I want her to stay little forever. If anyone knows the trick to that let me know!

She loved all the farm animals at wheeler farms, she made all the noises as we walked up to them.

This is Ever and Rhett on Fathers day!

Kaity came and visited with sweet Halle, what a cute bunch of kids!

Her Dad!

Her Daddy is the best! She is so in love with him, her face lights up when he gets home every day. She wakes up every morning looks at his side of the bed and says "Where did daddy do?"

He is so good to both of us, and is head over heels in love with his daughter. She looks so much like him, and I love looking at her and seeing him! Thanks for taking such good care of us Rhett!

WE LOVE YOU! HAPPY FATHERS DAY

Cali/Disney

Ever was so not scared at all of mickey, she was mad we wouldn't let her go see him until her turn! She loved Goofy to! The park was packed, literally, it was hard to enjoy it, we did only 3 rides but oh well it was worth it. They actually stopped selling tickets it was that busy!

She was not to smiley, she was pretty tired from getting up at 5 am. She did great though, even on the plane!

This is kind of out of order, but oh well. She was pretty good the whole time, Cam came with us, he works with Rhett, so he had to go for that, but we had fun hanging out with him. He taught Ever a lot of bad words!!! Thanks Cam!!

Cam also gave Ever all these stuffed animals then we had to take them all away!

We did not do a whole lot on monday and tuesday, Ever ran around the hotel a lot, she ran away from me at the pool and jumped right in, I had to jump in and get her out from the bottom, little stinker!
Over all it was a good time!
We did get to see my dad and family, they came and visited us at the hotel for a bit, and it was great to see them! They now live in california so it will probably be a while until we see them!

Tegan needed to try it on to, he so dang cute!

Off to see BITTY BOUSE!!!

We are going to cali in the morning to go to disneyland. Then Ever and I are going to hang out by the pool and relax while Rhett is at a work convention thingy!! I am so excited, nervous as crap for the flight, pissed they wont let me bring milk in a bottle for her, and not excited to be at the airport at 6:40 am. Besides that I am so excited. Ever loves Bitty Bouse, that's what she calls him and I hope she isn't scared of him.

Gonna miss this little guy, pretty sure he will have this mastered in no time!!

I take way to many pictures.

I for sure am a picture queen, Brianna said it and it is true. I snap like 100 pics every time I get out the camera and have a really hard time deleting them. So that's what the blog is for, post them I guess. Not much else I can do with them really. This is my way of scrapbooking anyway and I will print this off someday and be happy I did it! Hope you enjoy the overload of pics!!!

Rhett took some of me and Ever today, I love every minute I spend with her, she is such a joy!!!
I can't get enough of this face, I see a lot of Rhett when I look at her, and I love it!
Her personality seriously cracks me up, she is hilarious and so adventurous, almost a bit to much!
I straightened Ever's hair the other day, it lasted like 2 hours then was curly again, what the heck? Made her look older I think though!
I could hang out with this little guy all day, he is so sweet and cuddly, I wanna squeeze him and kiss him non stop. How could you not love that little face?

Look at his lips, lucky little boy.

Some times we trade babies, it is not really a fair trade, but Tara is nice to give me a rest sometimes, she knows how hyper my little one is. Thanks Tara, I love you and Tegan to death!